i am everything i dont that i am
i am everything that i read and forgot
i am all the things i thought, but never wrote
i am everything i dont know and dont suspect
i am everything my insecurity keeps me away
i am everything i want to be. and maybe evething and i dont want too.
i am just a dream i never had because i was afraid. because i lost so many time being afraid.
and i still am.
i am everything you want me to be. although you never ask. although you say i just perfect for the way i am.
because you see things i dont see in myself.
and you save me from my neuras.
i wish i could be, just be, free. as i was at the day we had our first kiss. as i was in that day.